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Today im here wishing that I hadn’t done what I have
Wishing that I could rewrite the last
What ive done
What ive been through
The last the horrible past
My last
My life
I wannna go back so I can fix what ive done
All the people ive hurt
All the people im gonna hurt
I don’t want to be that bitch
That fake fucking bitch
That everyone hates

I’ve regretted everything I’ve done in my whole life,
For being such a bitch,
To all those people,
They didn’t even deserve it,
All the lies I’ve told,
All the shit I’ve spreaded,
For acting like I was happy and didn’t give a shit,
To point when I had a break down,
Trying to let go of of the fake shit,
And live I real live,
Its hard to admit that I still havent changed,
Im still that bitch,
that’s shit spreading shit,
And acting like shes happy

Your like a ray of light,
In a pitch black room,
That takes away the hurt,
That takes away the pain,
You’re the only one that brightens up my day, =]
That makes live worth living,
You’re my dream,
A dream in heaven,
A dream that realy did come true,
I realy don’t deserve you x

THIS IS SO TRUE

I don’t care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.

I don’t care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson OR lady gaga lol

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy because she thinks she’s
stronger than you
Grab her and don’t let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she’s quiet
Ask her what’s wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she’s beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don’t say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she’s scared
Protect her

When she steals your favourite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn’t answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her’s and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
don’t look away until she does

When she says it’s over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

– Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

– When she’s mad hug her tight and don’t let go

– When she says she’s ok don’t believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she’ll remember you

– Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she’s all that matters to you

– Stay up all night with her when she’s sick

– Watch her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think it’s stupid

– Give her the world.

– Let her wear your clothes

-When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she’s important.

– Don’t talk about other girls around her

– Kiss her in the pouring rain

– When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
“Whose butt am i kicking baby?”

i image how life would with you
just being around you makes me happy
having you smlie at me across the room
the way you say my name
how when you talk to me your always smiling
my heart keeps on telling me i love you
but i now this so well
your the type of guy
thats always firting
even when u have a gf
the type that gets me to love you
then stabs me in the back
that doesnt even care then im balling my eyes out
thats why im not gonna go though this again

why do you have to always make me so confussed
why cant you just tell me if you want me or not
why cant you just stick to just person
even if its not me =[
it brings me to teasr thinking that i’ll never be with you
it brings me to tears thinking that if i was with you (like that would ever happen)
that you would always be cheating on me like all yourr other girlfriends your had
that i’ll be crazy in love with you
then right at that time then my life is happy for the first time ever
your stab me in the back
then i’ll know that i’ll still be not over you for months
cause i know that being with you is the only thing that makes me happy in this shit life

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